There is so much grief in the gap between who we say we want to be and who we are becoming.
You already know something needs to change.
That's why you're here.
Others come to you for answers. And privately you have no idea what you're doing anymore.
You're not broken. You're not failing.
You're standing at a threshold.
the life you've been living on one side,
the life you know is possible on the other.
You've been here before. And still you are unable to make the shift.
That's not a willpower or strategy problem.
What will it cost you to turn back?
This Is The Work.
Shadow work. Grief. Identity shifts. Breathwork. Wilderness immersion. Initiation.
Year-long 1:1 coaching for leaders ready to stop managing their life and start living it.
This isn't therapy. It isn't consulting. It isn't another framework for doing more.
It's the work most coaches won't touch — and the work you've been circling for years.
What the Year Looks Like
Weekly 1:1 sessions — we go where it's uncomfortable and stay there until something shifts.
Two wilderness immersions — literal time in nature designed to break patterns that conversation alone can't reach.
Breathwork and somatic practices — because the body knows truths the mind hasn't caught up to yet.
Ongoing support between sessions — you won't be alone when things get hard.
This is a full year. Transformation isn't a weekend event.
You're ready to be initiated into the next version of yourself — not coached into a slightly improved version of the current one.
Who This Is For
You're ready to be initiated into the next version of yourself,
not coached into a slightly improved version of the current one.
You're capable and stuck. Successful and hollow.
You know what needs to change and you haven't changed it.
That contradiction is exactly where this work begins.
Leaders navigating something major — a career transition, a loss, an identity that no longer fits.
People who are tired of knowing what needs to change and not changing it.
High achievers who've done the therapy, read the books, and still feel stuck.
Who This Isn't For
This work requires one thing. Willingness.
Not willingness to be courageous or to do hard things.
Not willingness to have insights or to work hard.
Willingness to be changed by what you find and to be genuinely changed in the process.
If you need the destination to be certain before you take the first step — this isn't that.
This work will show you things about yourself you've been avoiding.
The question isn't whether you're ready for that. It's whether you're willing to be changed by it.
If the answer is yes — even a terrified yes —
That's enough.
Ryan's Story
Specialized in contradictions and change.
For years I wore a mask. Successful on the outside, disconnected on the inside. When I lost my dream job everything unraveled — and I had a choice. Keep numbing or face reality.
I chose reality. I quit drinking, dropped the facade, and walked into the wilderness — literally and internally.
That's how I know this work. Not from a certification. From living it.
I'm based in Denver. I guide 16 clients at a time, maximum. I've walked this path and I know where the hard parts are.
Testimonials
The Investment
Year-Long 1:1 Coaching — $12,000 Weekly sessions, breathwork, somatic practices, shadow work, grief, identity shifts, and ongoing support. Full depth. Full year. Limited to 16 clients at any time.
Year-Long 1:1 Coaching with Wilderness Immersion — $15,000 Everything above plus two wilderness immersion experiences — four days each — designed to break patterns that conversation alone can't reach. Limited to 3-4 clients per year.
Payment plans available for both.
If you're reading this and something in you said finally — that's worth a conversation.